UNIFYING WITH THE LIGHT

For as long as I can remember, I've struggled with a lack of vision for my life. I was never quite sure who I was supposed to become. Encouraged by family and friends to "grow up," I chose a career in marketing instead of following my passion for the arts. For nearly two decades, I dedicated myself to meeting clients' demands, achieving what many would consider a successful life. Yet, despite these accomplishments, a deep sense of dissatisfaction lingered within me.

This feeling of unfulfillment didn't dissipate even after I left my career over six months ago. I still harbored a nagging sense that I needed to become someone—perhaps someone spiritual, someone who could serve others in a profound way, someone wise. I believed I was on a different path now, but the familiar dissatisfaction from my previous life persisted.

Then, today, something shifted. As I felt the sunlight warming my face, a realization dawned on me: everything is a distortion of light. All the aspirations and identities I had been chasing were nothing more than distortions of this fundamental truth.

Now, my deepest desire has crystalized. More than anything else, I yearn to unify with the light. I want to let go completely and experience the profound oneness with the infinite creator. This longing for unity, for a connection that transcends the superficial distortions of life, has become the guiding force in my journey. It's a journey not toward becoming someone, but toward being in the purest sense—unified with the light that is the source of all existence.