SEEING ONENESS IN FINANCIAL LOSS

I once found myself in a challenging situation after loaning money to an old friend who subsequently failed in his business. The dilemma of whether to enforce repayment felt like enslaving him, while letting it slide seemed unfair to my family. Although I believed I had reconciled these feelings, the issue persisted in my mind.

During this time, I kept revisiting my Catalyst Journal from 4D University. I was plagued by feelings of guilt, labeling myself as foolish, irresponsible, and incompetent. Each day, I found myself adding these same words to my list of guilts, caught in a continuous loop of shadow work.

In search of a way out, I revisited the course material, hoping to grasp what I was missing. After a period of meditation, a sense of genuine compassion arose within me as I contemplated the concept of oneness. I revisited the questions on the course material and asked myself, "What is the lesson?"

It was then that I had a breakthrough: I stopped seeing the situation as MY story. I realized it was NEVER ABOUT ME. While repaying the loan might be a challenge for my friend (or for me to work it off), not even attempting to do so could be an even greater burden on his soul.

I decided to approach my friend with a different perspective. I told him that he could repay me if he wanted to, and that the decision was up to him.

I spoke with him this morning. He asked for my help to study the Law of One and holistic health care. This conversation reaffirmed my belief that I can do whatever needs to be done, at all times. I am abundance.